So I’m used to freaking out about my life every other day and worrying about what God wants me to do. Lately a feeling of supreme peace has permeated my life and it was strange at first. I was so used to stubbornly fighting God that when I finally surrendered to His will a foreign calm entered my heart. It is a wonderfully freeing feeling and He longs for all of His children to experience it.
Over a week ago, I spent almost six hours being interviewed by two of the TOR Sisters. I was nervous going into it but soon realized it was really just a conversation about my journey so far and the charisms of the community. I just reveled in the chance to spend time with them again.
Tomorrow is their formation board meeting in which they will discuss the interviews and whether I am a good fit for their community. I should be hearing from the vocation director after they make their decision and she will tell me if I can move onto the next step. I am excited, but calmly and prayerfully waiting to see what the Lord has in store for me.